1/6/14 - What I Did to Combat Chemo Side Effects



It took me forever to write this blog. This is what I did, and in some cases am still doing to eliminate chemo side effects. You should always check with your oncologist before trying any remedy. Not all of us are the same and what worked for me, may not work for you.

Here is a list of side effects, that I was told by my doctors, could happen during chemo:

Constipation - By far, my biggest side effect. In fact, if I didn't have this side effect, I think I may have become a chemo queen. I've been prone to constipation all of my life so I knew it would be a challenge. My oncologist had me take two Colace capsules in the morning and two Senna tablets at night. Unfortunately towards the end it stopped working and I ended up in the ER with impacted bowels. I was also encouraged to drink 8-10 glasses of water a day. My bowels were back to normal (meaning normal for me) about 4 weeks post chemo. To combat it now, I eat a bowl of Fiber One Cereal every morning along with a glass of Plum Smart Juice, which seems to keep me pretty regular. I've found pears to work really well too. I'm not a water person, but I've become one since chemo. DRINK, DRINK, DRINK - it really does help flush out all those chemo toxins.

Intestinal Pain - Primarily caused by the constipation and blockage. The ER doctor prescribed a powder  (GoLYTELY) that I mixed with Crystal Light. It didn't taste too bad and it worked within an hour. I camped out in the bathroom all night, but boy did it work. I think they should change the name though - GoQUICKLY or perhaps Go-A-LOTLY. In fact, you may want to install a seat belt on the toilet if it's ever prescribed to you. My intestinal pain went away after clearing out my bowels. 

Diarrhea - Not a side effect I experienced. My oncologist told me to take Imodium A-D  if it happened.

Fatigue - This was a cumulative side effect. I was pretty used to fatigue because of my RA, so it wasn't awful. But for a healthy person, I imagine it could hit pretty hard. I did sleep a lot during certain times - it usually hit me about the third day after an infusion and lasted about a week. After my last infusion it lasted a lot longer. Walking seemed to help a lot but it was difficult for me to get motivated. My fatigue started getting better right before my lumpectomy. That would make it about four weeks post chemo. Eight weeks post chemo and I'm pretty much back to normal. That will probably change once radiation starts.

Hemorrhoids - I was really concerned about hemorrhoids for obvious reasons (read my history). They stared to bother me after my first infusion but they seemed to get better as I went along. For this I used Preparation H wipes which work very well for irritation and inflammation. After my second chemo they were pretty much under control, just a little bothersome. Every little flare up made me a little wacky.

Muscle & Bone Pain - Caused by the wonderful Neupogen and Neulasta shot. The doctor switched after my first chemo from Neupogen to Neulasta. I had slight pain with the Neupogen but it really got bad with the Neulasta. My limbs felt like tree trunks and I came to dread every shot. At the same time, I was thankful that it eventually increased by blood counts. It was a love/hate relationship. Giving myself the injection was pretty easy. When I injected the Neupogen, I alternated from different sides of my abdomen. When I injected the Neulasta, I switched to the upper portion of my leg. I would alternate from one leg to the other. The upper portion of my leg was much easier for me to inject and didn't bother me as much. For pain I took Claritin which seemed to help a little. The muscle and bone pain got better about 2 weeks post chemo but has recently returned. It was pretty bad after my first Herceptin only infusion and has slowly been getting better. I actually broke down and took a pain pill (Norco) and that seemed to help. However, the pain pill did cause a slight rash and itching. For the rash I took Benedryl.

Rash and Itching - I developed a severe rash after my surgery. Before calling the doctor I tried Benedryl at night and Claritin during the day. That didn't help at all. Next I tried Aquaphor which was unsuccessful. As a last resort I tried Calamine Lotion which seemed to help right out of the shower. The relief was short lived though. The doctor prescribed Triamcinolone Acetonide 0.1% topical cream. It did nothing for me. Then she prescribed Betamethasone, Augmented 0.05% topical cream which worked much better. With the new prescription it took about one to two weeks to fully clear up.

Loss of Hair - I wish I had a magic potion for this side effect. I know many people use cold caps which can be controversial. I never really lost my hair completely. I had a light fuzz all around my head. I lost the hair under my arms and eventually the hair on my legs. Also lost the hair down south - I'm sure you get the picture. I kept my eyebrows, and my eyelashes thinned just a bit. I eventually lost all of my nose hair.

Eight weeks post chemo and my eyebrows are actually starting to thin - very strange. The hair on my head is starting to fill in a bit more. My leg hair is back - I have to shave about once a week. The hair under my arms has grown a tiny bit - I've only had to shave once. Down south hasn't grown at all and my eyelashes are about the same. My nose hair hasn't grown back.

Nausea - It was rare that I felt any nausea. When I did, the doctor prescribed Zofran and that seemed to do the trick. He also prescribed Compazine which I used once. I didn't like the way it made me feel - it made me dizzy. He also prescribed Marinol which is supposed to help with nausea and appetite. Because Zofran worked so well for me, and I obviously didn't have any problems with my appetite (gained 13 pounds), I never used the Marinol.

Vomiting - I vomited one time after my first infusion, which was caused by the pain pill I took on an empty stomach. Before and after every chemo I tried to eat small meals.

Dry Skin - Shortly after my first infusion I started getting these big dry patches on my face. I tried all kinds of creams and lotions and nothing worked. After a lot of experimenting I finally found a great regimen that actually improved my skin. At night I would wash my face with CeraVe and after that I applied Cetaphil (in a jar). Now here is where I made a wonderful discovery - in the morning, instead of washing my face with CeraVe cleanser, I washed my face with CeraVe lotion. I'd put it all over my face and wet a wash cloth. Then I would go in a circular motion with the wash cloth and wipe it off. When I did that, it would take all the dry skin off.  At that point, if I wasn't going to wear makeup that day, I would apply more Cetaphil. If makeup was going on, I would apply Lancome Bienfait Multi-Vital Sunscreen Cream which I got in the makeup class given by the American Cancer Society (Look Good... Feel Better). My skin is better than it was before chemo. I'm hoping the Lancome product isn't too expensive because I would really like to continue using it. 

Acne - I developed horrible acne after my first infusion. Look under dry skin (see above) and see my routine. It worked for acne too. Cleared it right up.

Neuropathy - I've always had a bit of neuropathy from past surgeries. A couple of the toes on my left foot would get numb and tingly and I have a portion of my left leg where they removed tissue for my reconstruction which is completely numb. I did fairly well during chemo, until I had my last infusion. At that time my whole left foot went numb and tingly and it affected my right foot but not as bad. I also had problems with my hands. It really affected my fine motor skills making it difficult to button my shirt. Luckily it only lasted  about a week post chemo. I'm not sure how it would have been, if I had continued with all six infusions they originally wanted me to have. I didn't find anything to counteract the neuropathy. It went away before I could address the problem with my oncologist. Eight weeks post chemo and I just have the same neuropathy I've always had.

Mouth Sores - Before chemo I made an appointment with my dentist and had a thorough cleaning. During chemo I brushed and flossed after each meal. I used, and still use Biotene toothpaste. I also made sure to always have water on hand, and kept my mouth moist. I carried a water bottle with me wherever I went. I was fortunate not to develop mouth sores. My doctor prescribed, MW: Diphen-Lido Visc-Maalox-NYST Oral Susp. - where do they get these names? Fortunately, I never had to use it so I can't say whether it works or not.

Low Blood Counts - This is a side effect I did have all through chemo. To counteract I used Neupogen which didn't work too well for me, so I was switched to Neulasta.

Low Ejection Fraction - Ejection Fraction measures how well your heart is pumping. This can be a side effect of taking Herceptin which is a targeted therapy for HER2+ tumors. The doctors keep a pretty close eye on your heart during treatment, ordering a Muga Scan every three months. My ejection fraction did drop but came back up pretty quickly after skipping a dose of Herceptin. The research I did indicated that 30 minutes of exercise a day can help improve your ejection fraction. I started walking 30 minutes a day and it seemed to help mine. Lowering your salt intake can also help.  I have another Muga Scan scheduled for the end of January.

Abnormal Liver Enzymes - When my ALT test was elevated I got really concerned that either my liver was damaged or the cancer had metastasized. Then I learned an elevated ALT could be a side effect of chemo. I immediately stopped taking Norco because it contains Tylenol, which can damage your liver. When I had my next blood test, it was back to normal. It got slightly elevated again during chemo, but always came right back down.



Fingernails Turn Black or Lift - I never had this side effect. Throughout my treatment, I kept my toenails painted and I put Sally Hansen Hard as Nails on my fingernails. I also had a pedicure during chemo, making sure my counts were up before I went. I let them trim my toenails but didn't let them cut the cuticles. I kept my fingernails very short. Eight weeks post chemo I have a slight line in the middle of my fingernails. It's barely noticeable. If you look closely, you can see the new growth is a slightly different color than the old growth. You've really got to be looking closely to notice.

Watery Eyes and Blurred Vision - This is a side effect I did get. It seemed to be worse right after an infusion and it lasted about a week. My oncologist told me to use Restore Tears. I bought the product, but never used it. I hate putting things in my eyes. I had it on hand in case it got unbearable - which it didn't.

Bloody/Cracked Nose - Got this one. I think because everything dries out so much, your nose gets bloody and cracked. I read on various support sites to use aquaphor. I asked my oncologist about it, and he wasn't too keen about me putting stuff in my nose. He said you have to be careful because it can be absorbed into your lung and cause problems. That's all I needed to hear. I lived with the bloody/cracked nose. I tried to moisten it with water in the morning and that seemed to help. It took about one week after each chemo for that to subside.

Runny Nose - Another side effect I have. I've read on the internet that it's caused by the Herceptin. That remains to be seen. Right now it seems that it's caused by lack of nose hair. There really isn't anything there to stop it. I'll have to report back on this one once the hair in my nose starts to grow. Then I can tell you if it's the Herceptin. In the meantime, I carry a tissues. It's not a constant drip for me - it's occasional.

Chemo Brain - I'm not sure I'm experiencing this or not. Occasionally I will be doing a task and start another task ,while in the middle of the other one. That could just be old-timers disease - I'm really not sure. I don't feel like it's much different than before I started chemo, except for the fact I'm more aware of it. I guess the jury's still out on this one.

Infection - I'm happy to report I've experienced no infections while on chemo. Yipeeeeeeeeeee! Must be the antibiotics they pumped in me after every chemo infusion or it could be I'm a neurotic nutcase when it comes to spreading germs. I wore a mask when I entered any type of medical facility while my counts were down. I also used a ton of hand sanitizer. When I wasn't using hand sanitizer, I was washing my hands. I stayed away from crowds and kids when my counts were down. I bathed daily and dried my skin gently. I carried Neosporin around in my purse and used it on all cuts and scrapes. I wore gloves when I washed dishes (didn't do that too often because Robyn was home - thank you Robyn!!). I kept my whole body moisturized so I didn't develop any cracks or sores. I didn't eat fresh vegetables when my counts were down, and I monitored my temperature daily. I also didn't share a bathroom the whole time during my treatment. In the infusion room they have you flush twice when you use the restroom. I did that at home as well, with the lid down. My doctor also said to stay away from pet droppings - no problem!!

Fluid Retention - I got a slight amount of fluid retention. I tried to limit my salt intake so it never got unmanageable.

Appetite Changes - Yeah right. I had a few days after every infusion where I didn't eat a whole lot but I always made up for that. I would lose two pounds and gain back four. It's got to be that Italian eating gene I've inherited.

Taste Changes - This I did have, but obviously it didn't affect my appetite. I had a slight metallic taste which was caused by the Taxotere. Water starts to taste really yucky when this happens. I found that cold water tasted much better than warm water. About three weeks post chemo my taste buds were back to normal.

Bleeding Problems - Never had this one.

Urination Changes - Didn't have this one either.

Chemo Pause - This one has been a challenge and eight weeks post chemo nothing has changed. I was pretty close to being in menopause before my diagnosis. I had already gone through the night sweats and also had hot flashes on and off. I went almost a year without my monthly visit from Aunt Flo and then she returned for a couple of months and went away again. Once chemo started the night sweats and hot flashes got so much worse. I spend most of the time freezing one minute and burning up the next. This also contributes to my insomnia. There has been no sign of Aunt Flo and I don't expect a return. I haven't talked to my oncologist about this, but it's on my list for the next appointment. For now, I try to dress in layers. I feel like a chemo version Mr. Miyagi from the Karate Kid - hats on, hats off. Sorry, bad joke.

Insomnia - I suffered from insomnia long before chemo started. But I must admit, it did get worse. Usually on the nights right after the Neulasta shot and also the few days pre and post chemo when I had to take steroids. Another thing keeping me up lately has been the hot flashes. As mentioned above, chemo pause makes sleeping uncomfortable. I'm hot one minute and cold the next. I have a special hat for sleeping that's made of cotton. It's green so I call it "my little green giant hat". I spend most of the night taking it on and off. Occasionally I will wake up in a cold sweat. I've tried so many things. Luckily I don't require a lot of sleep but it sure would be nice to get a good night's rest. This is one side effect I haven't solved. I guess it deserves a chat with my oncologist. My oncology nurse said something about melatonin, but I've never tried it. I'm cautious about sleep aides because I don't want to become dependent. Thinking too much will also keep me awake. I really need an on/off switch installed on my brain. I will report back on this one when/if I find a solution.

Emotional Effects - This was also a big one for me due to past health issues. It took me awhile to wrap my head around the fact I was facing another health crisis. My doctors were very honest and told me it's possible to get Flesh Eating Bacteria again during treatment. That was/is my biggest fear. My doctor prescribed Ativan, which I took before every infusion, and sometimes before a procedure. I also took it occasionally on the nights I was stressing about treatment and possible side effects. Eight weeks post chemo and now I just take it before my Herceptin infusion. I've weaned myself off of all the prescribed cancer medications and I'm back on my RA meds. That may change once radiation starts.

It's a long list of possible side effects and it can be quite overwhelming before you start treatment. When I started chemo I was terrified. I was sure I would get every side effect - but I didn't. The ones I did get were typically pretty mild. In fact, if it wasn't for the dreaded constipation which was exacerbated by my other health issues, I think I would have come through chemo very well. Even taking that into consideration, I still think I did well. My RA pretty much went away while on it, which was wonderful. Was chemo easy? No, of course not. But it wasn't as bad as what I had envisioned. So if you're facing chemotherapy in your lifetime, it is doable. Once it's behind you, the memories will fade, and life will get back to normal. I'm eight weeks post chemo and I'm feeling pretty good. I can't speak for the long term side effects, but I'm hopeful there won't be any.

I will add to this blog post as I think of more side effects. I'm sure there must be some that I have forgotten. HMMMMMM - Chemo Brain?? :)

12/24/13 - Merry Christmas!!

Yesterday I had my Herceptin infusion and now I'm done with cancer treatment until next year. WoooHOOOO. Have a Merry Christmas - hope Santa's good to you all!

12/21/13 - Oncologist and Surgeon Appointment

I went to see my surgeon yesterday on the way to my oncologist appointment. She believes the lumps on my side are caused by internal sutures and a little bit of fluid. I was relieved to hear that because now every lump and bump makes me wonder.

I also saw the oncologist. This was my first appointment with him since my pathology report from surgery. Because my HER2 tumor had minimal shrinkage, I've decided to do the Herceptin for the full year. If any complications come up, I can always stop at any time. He also said I need to do radiation. He said if there was anyone he could tell not to do radiation, it would be me, but he thinks I would be taking too much of a risk if I didn't do it. Especially taking into account the two different tumors. I know this makes sense but I'm still terrified of getting NF from radiation. I also have the added complication of having RA which makes me more prone to skin breakdown. Decisions, decisions.

He said he was nervous about letting me continue with chemo after the first infusion. He studied my chart for two hours after my neutrophils dropped down to nothing, and was very worried about my fistula. For those that don't know, when I had my flap reconstruction 10 years ago, I had a tunnel that opened up which had to be packed daily for almost a year. This created an opening that goes from my business end into my hip. Although it healed from the inside out, scans showed that it has some fluid buildup in a few pockets. He was afraid it would get infected during chemo. He originally wanted me to do six chemo sessions. After reviewing my chart he said he was happy that I got through four without serious infection. On a brighter note, my RA felt great during chemo - even without the medication.

So, that's the scoop. I've got some time to absorb it all over the holidays. I'm feeling pretty good post chemo and I'm looking forward to Christmas with the family. It would be wonderful to get a camping trip in over the holidays before they start frying my bosoms.

Hope you all have a fabulous evening :)

Beppy

P.S. Last night we did some Christmas Shopping in Corona. It took us 2-1/2 hours to get there from Irvine. We decided to take a shortcut off the freeway because the traffic was so bad. Someone hit a fire hydrant on our detour and we were stuck there for almost 30 minutes. I think we may be traffic jinxed.

12/20/13 - Radiation Consultation



Yesterday I had my radiation consultation. Man-o-man the traffic coming home was awful. It took us two hours to get home. There was a terrible accident on the 15 freeway - wasn't even on our side. A tour bus overturned in the NB lanes. Thirty people were injured. It was determined that the driver was going too fast - 65 in rainy conditions. Those tour bus drivers are notorious for speeding. I can only imagine how terrified those people must have been.

On to radiation news...... I have a simulation scheduled for January 10th. During that time, they will take x-rays of my body and do careful planning to position me correctly while being radiated. Once the planning is complete, they will give me permanent tattoos - small dots - for accurate positioning. I went ahead and made the appointment, but I'm still deciding whether I want to go ahead with this. If I decide to do it, I will have to go five days a week for six weeks. They will do regular radiation for five weeks and then six boosts at the end. I know this is the standard treatment when you have a lumpectomy, but I'm really nervous about radiation. There can be so many long term side effects. One side effect is Lymphedema which is a chronic disease that causes swelling in the arm or hand. My risk is lessened due to the fact I elected not to have the sentinel node biopsy. You can also develop heart complications but I'm told with the advancement in radiology that side effect is rare. It's possible to develop a cough from your lung being exposed. That could be temporary or permanent. There is also a very small risk of developing a secondary cancer called Angiosarcoma. There are many more possible side effects but it doesn't mean I would develop any of them. Some people go through radiation with little to no problems other than fatigue. If I don't do it, the radiology oncologist said I can have up to a 40% chance of the cancer coming back - my surgeon said 50%. I really don't want a re-occurrence.  Of course there is still a possibility it can come back even if I have radiation. Once radiated your only option if you have a re-occurrence is mastectomy. Also, once you have radiated skin, you're option for reconstruction isn't very good. However, I'm not a candidate for typical expander reconstruction due to my problems with wound healing. These are really tough choices. I'm told that lumpectomy without radiation is almost unheard of. I see my medical oncologist today, so I will get his opinion.

Monday I have my Herceptin infusion and then it's time for a little vacation from cancer treatment. I'm excited to be cancer free now that my tumors are gone. I'm still feeling pretty sore from the lumpectomy and I've developed a few lumps on my side - slightly below and about an inch away from my incision. My surgeon will take a look at them today. My rash is much better and I didn't have to take the oral steroids. My appetite has returned with a vengeance. They weighed me yesterday and I was shocked to see I've gained 13 pounds. Good grief! Now that I've got my taste buds back, food tastes soooo good. I will get a handle on that after the holidays.

My sense of humor is slowly returning - I think it went on a mini vacation during chemo. :) But now that it's back, I have what I think is a funny story to tell. Bud and I have been going to the same Mexican restaurant for years. We typically go every week and order the same thing. It's come to the point where they already know what we want when we sit down. So for years I've had long hair. When I got it cut before chemo the waitress made a comment on how she liked the short hair. Then I got my long wig which looks a lot like my own hair, when I would blow dry it straight. The next time we were in, she was looking at me kind of funny but didn't say anything. The following week I had my short wig on which is a different color from my real hair. She commented on how she liked my hair and she said she hardly recognized me - she looked even more confused. At that point I thought I would have some fun and wear my long wig the following week. She didn't say a word about my hair, but I could tell she was staring at me when she thought I wasn't looking. I know they are very curious. Is it awful I'm having so much fun with this? No one really knows I'm in cancer treatment other than my family, a few neighbors and a few friends. Any suggestions what I should do next time? I'm almost tempted to buy a red wig (evil grin).

Hope you all have a great weekend. I'll update next time I have new info.

Cheers,

Beppy

12/13/13 - Herceptin Infusion Canceled

Due to the rash I have from surgery, they've canceled my Herceptin infusion on Monday. I was really excited because it fit nicely into my vacation from cancer for the holidays, until I realized I have an oncologist appointment next Friday. Then I got a call from the radiation oncologist and they want to see me next Thursday. Ugggggg - I can't escape!!! Oh well what can ya do?

I'm pretty much done with the Christmas shopping and I actually have everything all wrapped. I can't say I've ever done that in all the years I've been alive. I'm usually the nutcase out on Christmas Eve, frantically trying to figure out what to get everyone.

I really don't have anything interesting to update. I'm still working on my side effect blog. I thought I would wait and see if there are any other side effects that pop up. As far as my hair goes, it hasn't grown much so taking a picture would be pointless. I'm almost six weeks out from chemo and I'm disappointed to say there has been little to no growth. My leg hair seems to be coming back - figures huh? On the plus side, I never lost my eyebrows and my eyelashes only thinned out a little. I also don't have underarm hair which has been wonderful.

Robyn leaves tomorrow but she will be back on Christmas Eve :). It has been wonderful having her around and I can't thank her enough for coming home during this time.

Thanks for checking on me. Happy shopping to all.

Beppy

12/11/13 - Pathology Results

Yesterday I went to see the surgeon because of the horrible rash I was experiencing. Turns out I had an allergic reaction to the Chlorhexidine Gluconate which is the pre-surgery skin prep they used on me. She prescribed a stronger steroid which seems to be helping. If that doesn't work I will have to go on a course of oral steroids which I'm trying to avoid.

She also gave me the results of my pathology report. It seems the triple negative tumor shrunk from 1.4cm down to 3mm which is excellent news. The HER2 tumor wasn't as cooperative. It shrunk from 1.5cm to 1.4cm - pesky little bugger. She was able to get clear margins on both tumors which means no more surgery - yipeeee. I didn't get a complete pathological response, but at least the triple negative tumor responded well. I will continue on with Herceptin infusions to treat any HER2 residuals. They also want me to do six weeks of daily radiation (excluding weekends). The Radiation Oncologist is an hour drive from my house without traffic. They say if I don't do radiation I have a 50% chance of the cancer returning in the same breast. I'm not liking those odds too much, but at the same time I really don't want to do radiation. I will meet with a Radiation Oncologist and see what they have to say. I knew going in if I had a lumpectomy I would have to do rads, but now that I've reached that portion of the treatment plan, I'm a bit overwhelmed.

So, there you have it. Monday is Herceptin infusion day and then I think I will take a break from cancer and enjoy my holiday. Nothing else is scheduled until after Jan. 1st.

I can't thank everyone enough for all their prayers and well wishes. Having support makes all the difference in this battle.

Thanks for checking on me,

Beppy

12/10/13 - Lumpectomy



Smoking the Peace Pipe

Wednesday, December 4th I had my lumpectomy. My surgery was scheduled for 9:15 a.m. and they requested I arrive by 7:15 a.m. Bud, Robyn and Mike accompanied me. We arrived a little late, but waiting out front to greet us was my brother, George. It was really comforting to see him. After figuring out where we needed to go, we went upstairs to the same day surgery department. Once I checked in they called my name pretty quickly. I went through the usual stuff - changed into fashion gown, started I.V., vitals, etc. It was determined that I had a fever of 100.4 so there was some question whether they were going to proceed with surgery. The surgeon decided to go ahead. They gave me a nebulizer full of some stuff to numb my throat. I felt like I was smoking a peace pipe. I also got to speak to the anesthesiologist. As you all know, I was pretty nervous about the fiber optic anesthesia. Turns out I had nothing to worry about because I can't remember a thing. In fact, I don't even remember them wheeling me into the operating room. Whatever drugs they gave me worked really well. All that worrying for nothing. It sounds like everything with the surgery went well. The surgeon said I had very little bleeding. I don't have the pathology results yet, but I'm thinking positive thoughts. My scar is much longer than my last lumpectomy. So far it seems to be healing nicely. The only problem I've had is a bad rash. Something they used didn't agree with me. I am itchy and red all over my stomach, chest, neck and down my left side. They prescribed a little tube of cream that was supposed to help. The problem with that is, it was such a small tube, I used almost all of it on the first application. On top of that, it didn't help the itching. So, I've been alternating between Benedryl at night and Zyrtec during the day. I've also been using Calamine lotion. The itching is driving me batty and I hope it gets better soon. I stopped the pain medication just in case that was the cause. It seems to be a little better right after I take a shower and I apply the Calamine lotion. Hopefully it will go away soon, before I scratch my skin off.

High as a Kite
My instructions were to wear a sports bra 24/7. That has been a bit of a challenge. I've purchased four different bras and none of them are comfortable. Due to swelling, it's difficult to find one that fits. I ended up using a Danskin sports bra from Walmart. I can at least tolerate it while sleeping.

I would really like to thank Bud, Robyn, Michael and my brother, George for being there during the surgery. They all took precious days off from work to support me - I appreciate it more than you know. Robyn flew back down from Northern CA to take care of me this week. I'm so fortunate to have such a wonderful family. Special thanks to Jeanne once again for keeping me in soup and to Jason for always checking on me to see how I'm doing. I would also like to thank my friend, Jenny. She has been a great friend through this whole ordeal. Thanks to Melissa for letting Hunter call with his usual question, "when can I come over?" That's what I love about this kid - no beating around the bush. We had him over yesterday along with his brother, Ethan. He helped us trim the Christmas Tree and we made a gingerbread house. I had such a good time with those two boys.  Hunter was so proud of the tree. I started to take a picture and he asked, "Are you taking a picture of the tree because it's so beautiful?" He is such an exuberant boy that just loves life. Being around the kids really takes my mind off of things like surgery and pathology results.

Robyn & Hunter - Notice the Well Placed Cluster of Ornaments at the Bottom - Beautiful!

Isn't it Lovely?


That's about all for now. I will update with pathology results as soon as I get them. Thank you to everyone for being so supportive. I'm a lucky gal.

Cheers,

Beppy